Hell bent for leather
Former Judas Priest front man Rob Halford on heavy-metal homoeroticism, coming out, and Tony Bennett
by Christopher Muther
With a sneer that launched hits like "You've Got Another
Thing Comin'" and "Turbo Lover," former Judas Priest front man Rob
Halford not only sold millions of albums in the 1970s and 1980s but
helped define the look of heavy metal. Halford emerged on stage at Judas Priest
concerts riding a Harley-Davidson motorcycle and brandished whips while wearing
studded dog collars and leather pants. It was an image that spawned a host of
imitators.
Six years after his departure from Judas Priest, the singer is rattling chains
again with his new band, Two, and a new album, Voyeurs, released on
Trent Reznor's Nothing label. (Reznor also acted as executive producer of the
album, which leans more toward industrial music than metal.) But it was
Halford's announcement to MTV News in February that he is gay that set the
heavy-metal world abuzz. The reaction from fans has been supportive, but
Halford will really test the waters this spring when he embarks on his first
tour since coming out publicly. On the phone from his home in Phoenix, the
46-year-old metal man spoke about his decision to come out, Tony Bennett, and
his future as an openly gay headbanger.
Q: What prompted you to come out?
A: In all honesty, if the question hadn't been presented to me by the
MTV people, we might not have even gone into the description of sexuality. But
something took me there, and I just very casually blurted out, "Speaking as a
gay man, yadda, yadda, yadda." It came out in a very pure, free manner. I've
always been pretty honest and open in everything I've done in my life. I think
this is the last vestige of something that was in the closet that desperately
needed to be out there.
Q: Why come out now and not back when you were in Judas
Priest?
A: Why now? I don't know. It's been suggested that if I had tried it
back when I was in Priest, it would have been musical suicide on a personal
level. I really don't know the sure answer to "Why now?" However we look at it,
I'm very happy to have had the opportunity to make the statement while I'm
still active in music, because it carries a lot of benefits for me and
hopefully for other people, too. The feedback I've been receiving from people
has been tremendous -- people who have decided by their own choice, after
witnessing my coming out, to come out to family and friends. Those are things
you never even consider [will happen], but that's been the case.
Q: Did you find heavy metal to be a homophobic genre of music?
A: I think it would be unfair to pin it down exclusively to the world
of heavy metal. I think that [because] metal is still perceived by most people as being
a very macho, straight, male, drinking-and-chicks kind of environment, people
make assumptions about it. All I'll say is that maybe because of who I am and
maybe because of what I've shared with people, a majority of people have been
able to handle it in the metal community, because we've had so many good times
together. I think that's the major reference point.
Q: When you were in Judas Priest, you were known as the leather guy
and you had album titles like Ram It Down and Point of Entry. I'm
guessing you were having a lot of fun and coming at it all from a gay,
leather-man sensibility.
A: [Laughs.] I don't think it was that. It's so Spinal
Tap. Just imagine Ram It Down as a straight, sexy kind of comment.
It's got all the trappings, like Point of Entry [and] Hell Bent for
Leather-all of these attributes are wrapped up in sexist rock-and-roll
language. It's no different from some of the song titles by AC/DC or Aerosmith.
But by the same token I suppose you could see it in a homoerotic kind of a
way. All those titles came from me, anyway. [Laughs.] I think it must
have been a subconscious thing. It's all Freudian, isn't it? Someone would call
out, "What should we call this album, Rob?" I'd say, "How about Ram It
Down?" and they'd say, "Yeah, that sounds really heavy metal." It wasn't
Ram Your Dick Down Some Guy's Throat. It is kind of humorous. I love to
laugh about things like that. I refuse to take life that drastically seriously.
I've always wanted to experience great things and positive things in life.
Q: And the leather image?
A: The irony was there from day one, as soon as I put on the leather
and the whips and the chains. It was a total leather, S&M-guy persona, at
least for people in the gay community, who recognized it instantly. But for the
rest of the world, including myself, it was a look, an image that totally
suited the power and the authority and the volume and all the other attributes
of the music itself. People constantly refer to Priest as being a band that
defined the image of the music, and as you know, it's all about image.
Q: Did the guys in the band know you were gay?
A: They did, and that's what's so cool about the whole thing. The issue
of sexuality was never an important one for them. I think they handled it with
a really cool, liberal, intelligent mindset. There was never any "don't do
this, don't do that." None of that. I think that was basically because there
was an element of trust. I wasn't going out on-stage in Madison Square Garden
yelling, "Hey everybody, I'm a gay man." I respected them, I respected the
fans. I never made it an issue. It never really felt like it was an issue.
Maybe now it's more of an issue for me, but then, at least, I was happy and
satisfied to be in a wonderful situation, to be performing to thousands of
people and traveling the world and selling a lot of records and making money.
So everything felt good.
Q: When well-known artists come out, the gay community sort of
expects them to act as role models. Are those demands starting to close in on
you, and if so, are you ready for that?
A: Yeah, I think it's part of becoming a public figure in the
entertainment business or the sports world. People are drawn to you for a lot
of reasons. People become attached to you for sometimes more than the value of
the work that you're making. So now I'm getting calls from people to
participate in different things, which would never have happened [otherwise].
I'm going to be the grand marshal of this year's Phoenix Gay Pride parade on
April 16. That's pretty amazing. A year ago I was in the crowd as the parade
went through downtown, and now I'm going to be leading it.
Q: The new album seems like a real departure from the kind of music
you were making with Judas Priest.
A: That really is the reason why I took the walk away from Priest. I
wanted to explore all of the other musical opportunities. All of my years that
I was in Priest I was a bit of a chameleon, musically. That band had so many
different forms of expression within the boundaries of metal music. If you
listen and compare records by Priest, you know it's a band that went from pop
metal, with songs like "Turbo Lover," with synthesized guitar, to the almost
trash metal of songs like "Free Will Burning" and "Screaming for Vengeance." So
really I think I'm just furthering those areas of possibility. Of course, now
that I'm with a different set of musicians I'm really able to go out there and
go to places that I haven't been before with my music.
Q: How did you end up in industrial music?
A: Well, I get a pinched-nerve feeling when people say
"industrial," because I don't really think it's that at all. It's a very
difficult style to pin down. The definition of industrial for me is
people like Gravity Kills, but I think that the music we've created is more
fractured, a little more diverse than pure industrial. I think because of Trent
Reznor's involvement, people's perception is weighted toward one label. When we
started to write this music way back in the middle of 1995, we had no real plan
or idea as most bands do. Myself and John Lowrey and Bob Marlette started to
write songs at that time with a very free-form spirit. We were just three guys
hanging out together writing music that made us feel good.
Q: Any coming-out songs on the new album?
A: "Deep in the Ground" talks about my sexuality, about living
in a hole in the ground. It's telling my gay and lesbian brothers and sisters
that it's not so bad. Sometimes it's better to be the underdog because of the
collective support, and also it has that rebellion attached to it, which I
think is really important to keep alive in rock and roll. I insist that
whatever I do still pisses people off. Even in this very freeing experience of
coming out, I know I made a lot of people angry, and I feel cool about that.
Q: You mentioned you want to explore more musical opportunities.
What kind of directions are you headed in?
A: I'm very lucky, as far as what I can do with my voice. It's all
about the personality of the singers. Some singers want to be one kind of
animal, either by choice or by limitation. With the human voice, you've got to
deal with what you've got. It's my wish to experiment and try to do as many
things as I can with music. I'm still staying with one major area, which is
that I like to work with a lot of emotion. I like to work with some heavy tone.
Whether or not I go off in the future and do a Tony Bennett tribute is another
thing altogether. I adore Tony Bennett and people like that.
Q: I'd like to see that.
A: Anything can happen. I have a long scope of vision for the future. I
think as long as my voice is working, it's possible. I get thrilled when I see
people like B.B. King or Willie Nelson get on stage and still perform with so
much energy and vitality and passion. I think it's easy to get drawn into the
media's perception or the public's perception of your life span in rock and
roll. It's all about where you want to take yourself.
Christopher Muther interviewed Thalia Zedek
for the February issue of One in Ten. He can be reached at cmuther@aol.com.
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